


Water Girl
No big deal just a phase Radical fuckaround college days Give it a few more years Then we'll see how everybody feels I didn't even like it there There with all the treachery Draw this dirty sinner in Then try to punish lechery But the weather gets hot and I'm back in school And nobody's coming and I can't get cool Nobody cares if I'm crazy here He said “Thanks for coming” and I'm in tears Water girl water girl I can't do it like that again Water girl water girl There's gotta be another way Water girl water girl Planes that intersect mid air Water girl water girl What else can I say Breathing in that garbage smell Rotting wrappers hot dry air Sweaty in my sour mask I don't care I don't care I don't even like it here I'm just here to pay a debt Then somebody's kind to you And you're like a child again When the weather gets hot I'm back in school And nobody's coming and I can't get cool I wanna buy a gun tonight But my friends say no and I know they're right Water girl water girl I am such a goddamn bitch Water girl water girl I will learn to live with it Water girl water girl Rats in mazes we can't see Water girl water girl But people were so kind to me I am so full of shit Born to cheat and ready to quit I don't care 'cuz I love lying So why am I always fucking crying And it's hard to have good fun It's easier to just be numb Then you're dipped by the heel in Kropotkin's tide And suddenly you'd rather die When the weather gets hot my bones chatter Serve my nerves on a god damned platter Flay my flesh from my fucking backbone Tell me what I do not stand for Nobody minds your fly trap mind When you're holding a capri sun Nobody minds your twisted heart When you show up with a gatorade Nobody minds your fly trap mind When you show up like you promised Nobody minds your twisted heart When you make them feel okay Nobody minds your fly trap mind When you're holding a capri sun Nobody minds your twisted heart When you show up with a gatorade Nobody minds your fly trap mind When you come back like you promised Nobody minds your twisted heart When you make them feel okay (When the weather gets hot my bones chatter Serve my nerves on a god damned platter Flay my flesh from my fucking backbone Tell me what I do not stand for) (Lie cheat steal fake Let them eat cake What is wrong with me Why is it so hard to breathe)
References
- "Parable of the Sower" | | 813/.54 20
- "In The Dust Of This Planet" | | https://radiolab.org/podcast/dust-planet
- "The Imp of the Mind: Exploring the Silent Epidemic of Obsessive Bad Thoughts" | | ISBN 9780452283077